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  • Listening to: Nano - Now or Never
  • Reading: Anything
  • Watching: Anime marathon yeahh
  • Drinking: Water laa
Over with the super stressing exam and the super long hiatus~! 

Can't believe I haven't been here for months. Really really feel guilty for not replying to any comments and not finishing any ATs and commish. PMR had taken all my time guuh. I haven't opened this account for so long that I actually forgot the names of those plz icons I always use. :iconpapmingplz: 

And add cherry to the top, MY FREAKIN' WACOM TABLET BROKE and that's not new though, it broke sometime during.. May? Or earlier? Super freaked out at finding out the cost to repair it ughh I literally got no money at all right now. I really don't wanna borrow from my mom kfjdghfkdlghl 

So yeah, I'm gonna be active again soonnnnn~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ :iconmingteatimeplz: <--just memorized these mings icon hohohoho

Anyone here have Twitter? And my ramblings T.T

Journal Entry: Thu May 2, 2013, 12:34 AM
  • Listening to: Brave soundtrack Touch the Sky
  • Reading: Anything
  • Watching: Shingeki no Kyojin
  • Eating: Kuini xD
  • Drinking: Water laa
Made a poll about this, but not sure how it works so yeah whatever xD

I just made a new twitter account for my arts and DA friends and anyone lalalala~ I have another but thats my private account hehe. :iconlazeplz:

So here! twitter.com/ChokinisArtsu You can follow if you want to. :iconembarrasedplz:

For those who can't open the link, my username is ChokinisArtsu. Wanted to put just Chokinis but someone already took it. Ugh I took Chokinis is unique enough. TTvTT That Chokinis person didn't even use that account. Such a waste of a good name hohohoh :iconlaughingplz:

Anyone who has twitter acount, leave a comment and the link! I wanna follow! xD

Oh, can a ramble about something? Just can't keep it to myself.

I'm actually trying to cheer myself haha. School sucks. But I'm tired of being mad so I just hope that fucking so called 'teacher' who won't send us to a March Past competition for stupid reasons and said that the future of our uniform body KRS(Kadet Remaja Sekolah) has a dark future and we're all just a bunch of undisciplined dumbasses and -really fuck you for making our usually strong and cheerful and bubbly platoon cry would just go to hell. Fuck you 'teacher'. Fuck that I'm not going to even call you 'teacher'. You don't deserve that. Not ever.

That competition was like our life, we practised for that competition EVERY FUCKING DAY just to make the school proud, to rise the school's name, so that people from other school will respect our school. We have dark future? Well fuck you who are you to decide what future we'd have? And that's not even close to the truth because if you remember, bitch, we're the champion of the School March Past competition between uniform bodies thois year AND LAST YEAR TOO with only A FEW DAYS OF PRACTICE. And in case you don't know, bitch, we choreographed our formations just ONE DAY before the match. And yet we're champions. AND YET YOU'RE IMPLYING THAT WE'RE NOT GOOD ENOUGH.

I get it, there's an exam coming, and the seniors started earlier than the juniors, but there's only a few seniors and 90% of the squad are juniors. Even the seniors are excited for the match and are willing to sacrifice a day of their exam, but having their hopes crushed just like that, not cool. AND OH YEAH, I REMEMBER CLEARLY, YOU SAID A DAY BEFORE YOU DECIDED WE'RE NOT WORTH IT, THAT THE SENIORS WHO ARE PARTICIPATING IN THE MATCH CAN RETAKE THEIR EXAM. And the next day, bam, you changed that statement.

And and what's worst, this will most likely be my last year in this school. Next year, if I got the chance, I'd go to boarding school. So I thought I should make same really happy and glorious memory while I'm still here but yeah, this happened. Whatever. Next year she's retiring, and we'll definitely win. Definitely. And I'll miss the KRS members.

Well then, sorry for the rambling hahaha and ugh sorry for swearing so much TTvTT

Tagged~! xD

Journal Entry: Fri Apr 5, 2013, 7:32 PM
  • Listening to: Lalalala~
  • Reading: Rise of the Guardians fanfic
  • Watching: Hetalia xD
  • Eating: Nasi lemak
  • Drinking: Water laa
Tagged by :iconyumeonii: xD

Questions:
1.Computer or phone?
Computer~!

2.How old are you? o3o
Ohoo.. :iconlazeplz: 15 xD

3.Favorite book?
Do mangas count? O3O

4.Favorite show?
Sonny with a Chance~! and Rise of the Guardians xD

5. What would you do for a Klondike Bar?
What's a Klondike bar? Just googled it and it looks super delicious QwQ What is it??? Tell mehh

6.Where's the beef?
In the cow..?

7.Biggest pet peeve?
Dunno O3O

I shall tag
:iconritterzaki::iconaieynn:

Questions:
1. I'm pretty, true or false?
2. Do you like Jack Frost? Ohohohoho
3. Do you like durian?
4. Feet fetish?
5. Say something.

Wuhhuuuuuuuuuuuu :icontrolldanceplz:

btw, Yume, how old are you? O3O

  • Listening to: Yobanashi Deceive
  • Reading: Psycho Pass stuffs xD
  • Watching: Pewdie
  • Eating: Cookies
  • Drinking: Water laa
First of all lol of course I'm so so sooo sorry for all the commissioners for the long delay on your commissions! QAQ

I was very very very VERY busy for the past few weeks I can't even sit and breathe and I'm not even joking fhdsdgfhl;jsfghkjdflsa Damn I regret participating in so many school activities. With the exams, marchings, prep classes, PRS(what do we call Pembimbing Rakan Sebaya in english? I think it's Peer Councelors or something XD), tuitions, etc etc it's so hard to manage my time. TTvTT And I have a marching competition in a few weeks and we haven't started practising at all. Oh yeah, and there's this big assignment for each subject that requires going around searching for newspapers reports and stuffs and visiting traditional industry places or something urgh.

Haha I feel like I'm giving excuses :iconlazypoolplz: BUT NOW I HAVE A BIT OF TIME BEFORE I HAVE TO START WITH THE CURRICULAR ACTIVITIES AND I'M TOTALLY IN THE DRAWING MOOD SO I'LL DEFINITELY FINISH IT AND DAMN YumeOnii YOUR OCs ARE SO FUN TO DRAW KJFLK;KDSJASKHG

Okay that's it. Bye byee xD :iconexcitedblushplz:
  • Listening to: Yobanashi Deceive
  • Reading: Psycho Pass stuffs xD
  • Watching: Pewdie
  • Eating: Cookies
  • Drinking: Water laa
First of all lol of course I'm so so sooo sorry for all the commissioners for the long delay on your commissions! QAQ

I was very very very VERY busy for the past few weeks I can't even sit and breathe and I'm not even joking fhdsdgfhl;jsfghkjdflsa Damn I regret participating in so many school activities. With the exams, marchings, prep classes, PRS(what do we call Pembimbing Rakan Sebaya in english? I think it's Peer Councelors or something XD), tuitions, etc etc it's so hard to manage my time. TTvTT And I have a marching competition in a few weeks and we haven't started practising at all. Oh yeah, and there's this big assignment for each subject that requires going around searching for newspapers reports and stuffs and visiting traditional industry places or something urgh.

Haha I feel like I'm giving excuses :iconlazypoolplz: BUT NOW I HAVE A BIT OF TIME BEFORE I HAVE TO START WITH THE CURRICULAR ACTIVITIES AND I'M TOTALLY IN THE DRAWING MOOD SO I'LL DEFINITELY FINISH IT AND DAMN YumeOnii YOUR OCs ARE SO FUN TO DRAW KJFLK;KDSJASKHG

Okay that's it. Bye byee xD :iconexcitedblushplz:
  • Listening to: Glutamine - Glow
  • Reading: Fanfics~!
  • Watching: Hetalia xD
  • Eating: Bread
  • Drinking: Slurpee FTW
Eheem so I decided to open commissions~ xD Since there would be a week break for Chinese New Year, I'll have plenty of time to draw. :iconlalalaplz: So here's the info(copypasted from my donation pool pfft so lazy):


:iconfeelingfreeplz:COMMISSION INFO:iconfeelingfreeplz:

:bulletgreen: Pay AFTER I finish the commission~!
:bulletgreen: All the commissions are WITHOUT background(transparent) or just PLAIN COLOUR unless requested because I suck at backgrounds TTvTT
:bulletgreen: Just so you know, I don't have a fixed colouring style yet, so I hope I don't dissapoint you QwQ

THINGS THAT I DON'T DRAW
:bulletred: Mechas
:bulletred: Animals (birds are okay~)
:bulletred: Bald men
:bulletred: Weapons (simple things like knives are okay xD)
:bulletred: Muscly body
:bulletred: Complicated backgrounds (like cities, forests, etc etc)

THINGS THAT I'M NOT REALLY GOOD AT
:bulletyellow: Hats. Yup. QwQ But I'll try my best xD



TYPES OF DRAWING~

~Headshot~
Dreamy by Chokinis KaiShin : First Date(?) by Chokinis
:points: 20
+ :points: 5 per additional character

~Waist/thigh-up~
AT : England by Chokinis AT : Toru and Liwei by Chokinis
:points: 25
+ :points: 5 per additional character

~Fullbody~
Random Flower Girl? by Chokinis
:points: 35
+ :points: 5 per additional character



Yeah so that's it xD So... I know you're kind and cute and handsome and awesome and generous and blablabla, err..:iconembarrasedplz:

Ah, note me if you want it~! xD
  • Listening to: The Cab - Angel With A Shotgun
  • Reading: Fanfics~!
  • Eating: Nothing uwuwuwu
  • Drinking: Slurpee FTW
Tagged by :iconyuennishi:

1. You must post the rules.
2. Each person must post 5 things about themselves in their journal
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged them.
6. No tag backs
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you're tagged if you're reading this". You legitimately have to tag 11 people.

5 things wuhhuu~
1. I HATE CHEESETARTS. Ugh those creepy yellow stuffs.
2. I'm the master of all procrastinators, seriously.
3. I know I'm cute
4. I uhh.. I'm.. short? xD
5. I'M AWESOME FTW MUAHAHAA XD

Now, QUESTIONSS YEAAHH IMMA NAIL THIS XDD

1. School, school...U HATE IT RIGHT?!
-Ofcourse man. That not obvious? :iconsrapplz:

2. Do you have a...crush or girl/boyfriend dude?
-Does anime bishies count? :iconforeveraloneplz:

3. France suddenly appeared in front of you with only a rose (ya know what I mean ) What will ya do?
-Pack him in a metal box with ribbons and frills and whatnots and post him to Yuennishi :iconlazeplz:

4. Your type of personality? Mine is Tsundere (lol) , yours?
-Whut. Me? I donno la muahahahha xD What I know is I'm super cute lalalala //kicked

5. Who's the tallest amongst your siblings? (my younger bro already taller than me QwQ )
-Ofcourse my older bro. I'm the shortest among my friends :icontherethereplz:

6. Favourite singer all-the-time?
-Rascal Flatts! :iconblushplz:

7. Do you ever kiss your homework? (cus Im running out of questions =w= )
- Uh.. :iconwthplz:

8. Complete the sentence with 'yes' or 'no'."______, Im a cow".....
-No. Actually, I'm a goat. Mbekkkk :iconrihan-la:

9. Foood!!! What's ya fave, dude and dudette?
-Pavlova damn fancy name :iconmingplz:

10. Im hungry, are you?
-Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeesssss. But too lazy to eat :iconmingteatimeplz:

NOOOOOOOOOOW, MY QUESTIONS MUAHAHAHA

1. Do you like goats? Cause I think they're cute mbeeek :iconlalalaplz:
2. What's your height? pffft sensitive question muahaha
3. Do you know how to tie your shoelace? xD
4. What if I tell you that I'm a giant talking mushroom? Mushrooms have FBs and DA too you know.
5. Your fave anime character just came out of the screen! Like Sadako! What would you do?
6. Do you know any martial arts? What level are you?
7. Cheesetarts. What do you think of those disasters?
8. Do you know how to cook? Be honest muahahaha
9. Am I cute? This is a mandatory question, YOU MUST ANSWERRR
10. Just a survey, if I open a comission, would you want to commish me? xD

YOU BETTER DO THIS TAG OR IMMA $%^%$@#%$ YOU
:icondavendra-sh::iconrelxion-kun::iconritterzaki::iconkagaminestar2::iconaieynn::iconlilyflower1999::iconwongzixin::iconyannie-chan:

That's all muahaha :icontrollfaceplz:

What is friend anyway?

Journal Entry: Sat Dec 29, 2012, 6:13 AM
  • Listening to: Mikio Endo Knell
  • Eating: Biscuits
  • Drinking: Water laa
Meh.. What a title. So dramatic FML :iconmingplz: Lots and lots of cursing in this TTvTT

I just got backtabbed. Never in my life have I even thought this would happen. Well actually it's not me who's directly backstabbed, but that bitch said 'friends' so yeah, technically it's all of us.

And the worst thing is that we knew it through her boyfriend. He forward the message that the bitch sent to him to my friend's whatsapp. And you know what she said?

" My friends are all useless."

There's much more, but this is enough to make me wanna let her taste my feet. Ever since she got a boyfriend, we're all just punching bags to her. And the one getting the most impact is my friend, Ena(not real name pfft) Getting mad at her because she had a fight with her boyfriend. Everyday fight, then go to her for advice and then suddenly getting angry and blame her for everthing. Just break up already laaa. If having a boyfriend means leaving and betraying your friends, then don't get a boyfriend, or just leave us for good rather than using us, your so called 'Best Friend Forever' as a place to let out all your anger towards your so called boyfriend and so called everything BECAUSE YOU'RE FAKE! YOU'RE A FUCKING FAKE. AND BITCH, IF YOU'RE READING THIS, THEN TOMORROW COME AT ME AND LEMME BITCHSLAP YOU.

And write whatever you want on your twitter. I dont give a damn. Write your usual "name is the only person who understands me" "name thanks for understanding me like no other could" "name thanks for being my only real friend" (!!!!!!)

And guess what? The person she called 'real friend' is HER FUCKING ENEMY. THE ONE THAT SHE BADMOUTH EVERY SINGLE DAY. THE ONE THAT ALMOST TOOK HER BOYFRIEND AWAY. THE ONE THAT MAKES HER MAD AT ME JUST BECAUSE I TALKED TO THAT PERSON. If that's what friends are to you, then okay, fine, whatever. Even if we try to settle this, you'll do it again and again and again. Like the last time, hmmph.


Ahh I'm so so sorry for this bratty post. I'm just so mad TTvTT I really didn't mean to spam your inbox with this kind of stuff I'M SORRYYYYY  I REALLY AM GAAHH QAQQ

And I bet grammar nazis just died reading this post :iconmingplz:


Why can't I feel QwQ

Journal Entry: Tue Dec 25, 2012, 7:36 AM
  • Listening to: Kouhei - Gallows Bell
  • Reading: Nurarihyon No Mago
  • Watching: Detective Conan movie 16
  • Eating: Keropok xD
  • Drinking: Water laa
Just some rambling post, and maybe testing the journal skin ehe :iconembarrasedplz: But I still wanna ramble Q3Q

Uhh I'm not sure how to start. It's really complicated(at least to me), not to mention my english skills and limited vocabulary is *insertvocabulary*  

Okay, the thing is, lately my parents have been shouting at each other and it bothers me. But not because I'm worried or sad or anything, it's because I DIDN'T feel any of those emotions. You know, good daughters SHOULD be worried and sad and all, but I don't. Worried? A little. But not as much as before. And PLEASE DONT GET ME WRONG. I love them. I really do. Really really really love them. But uhh I don't know, this things happen so often that I just can't find myself to care anymore. :-/

Am I the only one who ever feels like this? There must be other people..right? Anyone? Please? I feel so fucking disgusted with myself right now :iconlazepoolplz:

Please don't say I'm seeking attention and self pitying myself. --'

  • Listening to: Yatogami Kuroh - Legend Kitchen
  • Reading: Fanfiction
  • Watching: SAO episode 23
  • Eating: Takoyaki xD
  • Drinking: Bubble tea
RitterZaki gave me 1 month premium membership gaaaahh  I LOVE YOU BAYBEHH HGFDSASFGGKJHGFDGFHFVBDJSD,BHGJGCBXDHKD GCJXKMZGHFVNCJMKL,XL,JHNGBVBCDXSZXCVBNMNBVCFXDSZAXDCFGVJHNMNB


Ah, done with the keyboard-stomping, I actually don't really know what to do with it but I'm still super duper happy :iconsoemotionalplz:

See, my name got star and not the usual ~ ==> Chokinis muahahahaha xDDDD
Not mine not minee :iconmingplz:
Here it is! xD

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Well I'm bored and I don't think I'll get it but I'm bored and blablablaalalalalaaa :iconhurrdurrplz:
But anyway, here it is xD :
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Why why whyyyy. What did I do wrong? Why you hate me so much? Whyyyyy wuwuwuwuu :iconsoemotionalplz:

First you won't let me log in, then you won't let me go to any links, and then you change my submit page and now you won't let me change my icon? Wtf I didn't even pass the 'select file' stage :iconsupertackleplz:

:iconsoemotionalplz::iconsoemotionalplz::iconsoemotionalplz:

Well,  gonna watch Pewdiepie to calm myself by laughing my ass off. TTvTT
Aaaannddd it won't buffer FML

:iconlazepoolplz:
So.. first time, huh.. :iconforeveraloneplz:

Tagged by : :iconyuennishi:

1) Favourite subject? Explain.
Hmm hmmm.. None :iconmingteatimeplz: But if I have to pick.. it's history XD And yes, I know, it's hard as hell but it sure is fun XDexcept when you learn about politics. THAT sucks

2) How long have you been on dA?
Created it like months ago. Only start being active and submit stuffs now TTvTT

3) There's a ghost suddenly appearred infront of you. Reaction?
Owhhh fahk fahk fahk fahkk you're so uglyy blame PewDiePie! XD

4) What do you think about my OC's? hmm?I need your opinion
Your OCs are too cute~!!! :iconsqueeeeplz: And with your art style, they look like, 100 times cuter XDD And I like how you make their clothes so simple XDD

5) Do you have OCs? Pick one OC and explain about him/her.
OC? None. Well, official one, thati is. I have one in my head with the name Rosy. XDD She's more like my imaginary friend though:iconforeveraloneplz:

7) You love big brother France, non?
I've never watched hetalia, but he looks like a pedo, so no. Muahaha sorry mr.France! :icondignitylaughplz:

8) England ask you to taste his home-made cookies. You don't want to upset him, so what will you do?
I'll do it for the sake of his eyebrows TTvTT

9) Your opinion of short skirts?
If your leg is smooth and sexy then it's nice. XDD Woi soalan apa ko bagi ni wakaka

10) How many time you eat in a day?
Ehee.. :iconembarrasedplz:

I'm tagging:
:iconforeveralonemouthplz:
:iconforeveralonemouthplz:
:iconforeveralonemouthplz:
:iconforeveralonemouthplz:
:iconforeveralonemouthplz:

I'm not giving questions, too lazy MUAHAHAHAAA and wth with the long answers? XDD Mehh I'm just feeling super duper hyper right now :iconspinzakuplz: despite getting a B for history, yeah I know I know, oh the irony. Favorite subject my foot TTvTT

To Yuennishi : Wakakaka thank you sebab  tag aku. Sedih tau tak pernah kena tag TTvTT
Helloo ok haha this is my first journal. Just testing I guess. xD

I'm going to my grandma's house tomorrow for Eid Mubarak and I'm supposed to be packing right now.. but yeah. Whatever. :icondontunderstandplz: I need to download songs and vids into my phone okay. It's a six days err what? Vacation? Journey? And I'll be in Kelantan for 3 days. I hate it. Not Kelantan but my family there. Don't know why. :iconmingtearsplz: Gotta put more effort into befriending the cousins there I guess. The problem is that they have their own 'gang'. And I can't join them just like that. :iconinternalinjuryplz:

is it because I'm too pretty?

Oh yeah I'm thinking of starting a donation pool but I doubt anyone would want to donate to me. :iconcryforeverplz: Haha actually I'm adding it just to make my profile more colourful. xD but if you're kind donate a bit okay Eheee. xD

p/s : I bought 2 novels to accompany me, buut I'm stupid enough to buy True Singapore Ghost Stories. Yeah, both. :iconoh-god-why-plz: